Troubled need not necessarily mean something going wrong...now that I can manage..but when nothing is going wrong and you still feel troubled...makes me wonder about the tricks our mind plays on us.
Well I can attribute this to having worked for 9 days straight without a break and still need to go on for 3 more days.(well if coming to office can be counted as work..for me it certainly does).
I wonder how people who do this survive...maybe their inspiration is elsewhere. For me all work and no play is a strict no no way of living. Play need not mean partying...but just sacking out is enough.
Last night I woke up in cold sweat at around 2.00am. I was sure there was a presence somewhere, normally a deep sleeper how could I have woken up otherwise? Maybe the events of the previous day were playing on my mind or maybe I was dreaming. The noise could have been the wind or it could have been a mouse or a monkey. I snuggled in my blanket and tried to sleep...which I did only to be woken up again. I gathered courage and switched on the lights. Once my mind was in control again...I realized there was nothing...Still a little shaken I went back to sleep.
I wonder now which was my woken state...the one in which I felt the presence or the one in which I realized there was none. The presence (if at all) need not have been unfriendly...just unknown. Which makes me think how comfortable I got when I switched on the lights, the fear of the unknown had vanished.
I miss the hand that had me reflecting and has left me. Was that mine?
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